lonely

something i really like is "outside looking in" by jordan pruitt

i especially like the chorus



here are the lyrics

You don't know my name
you don't know anything about me
I try to play nice
I want to be in your game
The things that you say
You may think I never hear about them
But word travels fast
I'm telling you to your face
I'm standing here behind your back
[Chorus:]
You don't know how it feels
To be outside the crowd
You don't know what it's like
To be left out
And you don't know how it feels
To be your own best friend on the outside looking in

If you could read my mind
You might see more of me than meets the eye
And you've been all wrong
Not who you think I am
You've never given me a chance
[Chorus]

Well, I'm tired of staying at home
I'm bored and all alone
I'm sick of wasting all my time
[Chorus]

You don't know how it feels
To be outside the crowd
You don't know what it's like
To be left out
And you don't know how it feels
To be your own best friend on the outside looking in 

i have had a lot going on right now. one of my closest friends blew me off today and it wasn't something i expected from him.  needless to say i was disappointed.  sadly, this isn't the first time i have been blown off.  i never realized how flaky some people are.  it hurts.